I really hope I am making the right decisions with my boyfriend and I’s relationship :/ I always try my best to make this boy happy. And God knows how much I value the relationship I have with him. Out of all of the struggles we had to deal with, It is something that I’ve grown to be proud of. There’s not a lot of people like him, you know. And as cliche as it may sound, I am glad found him. Because the way I am with him is not how I’m like with anyone else. I see good in him. And he has the biggest heart I know, well next to my mom that is! I am proud of how is as a person. And that really has had an impact on me over these past few months we’ve been together. I can honestly say I’m not that stubborn, high prided, selfish, spoiled person I was before. He really taught me to be the best of myself in all ways possible. He has grown onto me, you know? And I thank him sooooo much for that. I’m glad and truly blessed to be with him. God is so kind to bless me with someone like him. And I would hate so see if anything changed between us :( 

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,


And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

I remember a while back, during my junior year of high school. I was in my English AP class. My teacher was utterly blabbing about her horrible day, as usual. Out of boredom, I decided to flip the my lit book and skim through some of the readings. Shortly enough, I came across this short poem. For some odd reason, I was drawn to it. Out of curiosity, I read it. And, I’m glad I did. It was one of the most heartfelt poem I have ever read. Maybe because, I was at the point in my life where I didn’t know which path to take or if all of the decisions I made were even right. I doubted myself a lot. As confident as I seemed on the outside. I just felt so stuck. I was in this black hole I couldn’t pull myself out of. And this poem somehow touched me. Enough of this…Anywhoooooo regardless, it was a poem I’ll always remember. Thought I would share it with you all. Hope you like it! :)

My parents aren’t perfect, but they do bless me with everything they can get. And trust me, I am grateful and I do notice all of the hard work that they do for their kids. It’s just rather hard to show them how thankful I am for them. I really wish I can show it in a way that most people do. But for me, I have a really weird way of showing it. I try to get things that they’re into. Things that they’re passionate about or interested in or things that they’ve mentioned they liked or wanted to get. And I truly don’t even care how much it is or even if there isn’t any occasion for it. I just get it for them. And seeing their face when they open their gift, it’s just priceless. I like knowing that I can make them happy and get them something that’s part of something they’ve always known to love. If that even makes any sense? hah. But I really wish I had the guts to just be sweet to them and tell them how amazing they are and how of a hard-working parents they are. But I’m not brave enough to do so :( Maybe. Hopefully, in the near future.

Guess what? I’m going to the Philippines this summer! :) I’m so excited! I really can’t wait! I haven’t been there in like 3 or 4 years when I went there for my uncle’s wedding in Tagaytay. And now I’m going back again for another wedding! So many cheap stuff to buy, the malls, and the food are amazing! Hopefully we get to visit Boracay again :) But not only am I excited for the Philippines, but boy am I excited for the wedding of one of my relatives! I love weddings! If only I can like decorate the whole wedding I would! haha.